Anyway, rush week is coming up.
I'm suppose to be down there the 9th to start "spirit/work week" then the 16th I can officially move into my apartment and the 17th is when formal recruitment starts (a weeks worth of it, very intense, yada yada). Well turns out I dont need to be there for spirit week because of some things so I'll be getting down the 16th. The more I type the more redicuious this is.
Ok so yay I have another week to get all my stuff (I have NONE of the outfits I need, still need last minute apartment stuff). Thinking about that made me start to realize I still have to take a ton of stuff to my tailor to have fixed. I need to get my hair done (down at school) before Rush starts and I have no time to schedule that in. I feel like everything is crashing down on me. And I'm sure its mixed nervs for the new semester/my frist recruitment week on the other side. And of course the ambien in me messing me up (again, youll really need to hear my stories one day of stuff I do on ambien. its great)
I feel like I don't have enough time AT ALL for anything. And its a completely horrible feeling.
And most likely I'll delete this (after I come down off my ambien high, and start getting things in order and realize//have mummsie and friends tell me its ok and everything will be fine). But for now you can enjoy my freak out. I feel like the inside of my body is moving at lightning speed and I cant keep up with it.
Dear my other AOT Sistaaaaas: why. i love you. but why.
Vineyard Vines store--WHY ARE YOU NOT OPEN AT THE MOMENT? I need to calm down and buying your things helps me.
JCREW--you suck. but again, buying your things would help me. maybe if you hadnt sent my parents my bill from last month I could be in your beautiful store.
and then daddsie just came in to yell at me about school. today is just the best day EVER. someone kill me.
oh and I'm starting a juice (smoothie) diet TODAY. Its insane how much weight I've gained this summer. I need to drink the pounds off until rush. I have to be one of the head girls all the PNMs see aka I need to look GORG in my Lilly and VV dresses.
the happier post to look forward to when I'm sane: pink and green anchor sheets, new obsession with making memo boards, ambien stories.
the only good thing right now: I'm using my sweet new MacBook AIR!! I love him dearly. And I have a facial later today--ie theropy. that should help me with my problems.
2 comments:
Ohmygosh! Ambien is the craziest scariest make you do the most random weird stuff drug ever! I recommend hiding your cell phone and car keys bc things may get out of control as I'm sure you already may know!
Oh honey. The "AOT sisters, I love you, but why" feeling was suuuuuper strong during our rush weeks - even my little and I were damned near 'bout ready to kill each other sometimes! GOOD LUCK!
Love in AOT,
A Sister Who is (Mostly) Happy That Rush is Over 4evah (at least until my daughter is rushing)!
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